Nothing much just had my baby's first bday today. I was so waiting for this day and finally it is here... we had fun, I made his smash cake and he smashed into it though he cried as well not sure why... my baby grew up so fast .. after the day was over and I was making my baby sleep I just could not control and cried so badly and so much with him in my arms... he slept and I could not keep him down... held him for long and cried...time flew away, felt like yesterday ... though I am excited he's growing up I feel so bad that he will not need me one day...anyway I love him and just want him to be happy....