They say every 1 in 3 women has had an abortion and you probably know someone who has but if I do I have no idea who they are. Yesterday I peed on a stick for the billionth time in my life expecting it be negative and feel the relief wash over me and laugh about how I always freak out fro nothing. But this time the positive pregnancy sign turned bright blue right away and I'm honestly still in shock. I just turned 20, I just moved into my first apartment and started at a new college for a new degree. This is not something I wanted or something I can afford. I've already made up my mind on what I'm going to do and I'm going to planned parenthood first thing tomorrow. A few friends know and are supportive but they have no idea what I'm feeling. I'm scared and sad and angry and I hate myself for letting this happen. Please don't tell me I'm a murderer or that it's wrong or that I should keep it unless you're offering to pay my medical bills and adopt at the end f this unwanted pregnancy. I could really just use some support and comfort from women who have been through it. Thank you in advance.