Just ranting cz I don't have a best friend irl. His name is Josiah

Matilda

I got superliked on tinder by a cute guy. He's 31. For some reason, my synesthesia kicks in when I think of the numbers 30, 31 and 32. He is an engineer. I just graduated with Physics and Math hoping to go into some engineering in gradschool. With his job, he's always in business casual (hot) *drooling*... On our first date, he asked to share my food (a bite or two of it). This is my number 1 turn on. He does not know how much I like sharing plates but he always shares his fries or lets me have a bite of his sandwich and vice versa. We base our dates on each other's bucket lists. This is exciting to me. I get bored easy but not so far. It's been a month and I find myself thinking I like him. More than a friend kind of like him but, it's only been a month and he just called me the first pet name "sexy lady." I like that, I think. Ok, ok..! he's great bla...bla....bla. Now to rant, his bucket list includes Polyamory. I was ok with it until it was date night with the other Girl and I couldn't go through with it. He has been pushing for it. But, I'm vocal about everything keeping it 💯 team) and he kinda let it go. I also have to change states for gradschool. I don't know what to do. Stop talking to him? Every time I try to "end " it, he comes back with some cute shit he does that makes me not want to end it. He doesn't know of my intentions. My parents would kill me if I decided my future around a guy. Not only because of how it affects in my future, but also because in my culture, I'm not allowed to date till I'm 26.LOL. I feel so stupid because I have never had to deal with relationships.

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