Down 😔

Trying to get pregnant is so much harder than I thought- to get the "timing" right has been difficult. We're fighting now Bc I'm upset he's not taking it seriously but he is just more relaxed about it and says "it will happen"...but I know it will happen only if we are timing it right. I'm just sad and this is not what I thought it would be 😔. Why is this so stressful? And people say "just relax....don't track" but thats not possible when you're so aware of your cycle. Ladies I just want to cry 😭