Stay or go

I love my man but every time i bring up marriage he starts fighting with me, when i try and make the house a home he seems as if i put to much in it , when i wanted a baby he would act like it was a big deal, and he would not help me with anything, I paid my bills, i got on foodstamps, i got on medicaid, i'm trying to get disabiliy. I am the type of woman that doesn't like shopping, would help anyone that needed it and i have tried everything to let him know that I can be a good wife but it must not be good enough please help 😔