So I hooked up with someone and end up pregnant. Got medical abortion two days ago and it went well. Its illegal and I have to go to doctor three times pretending im having miscarriage so I pay alot for it. This guy said he will cover the cost but I feel so bad asking or mentioning about money. I have different currency so I have to blur it. This guy flies right away from his country when I asked him because Im scared to do the abortion alone but it was really awkward with him at his hotel so after my 2nd appointment with my doctor I came back to my place. My friend say I'm being too nice to worry about his feelings when he came here for this abortion and still manage to go out with his friends without even telling me about it. I didn't really ask much I just want him to be there but when he wants to go out with his "friend" I cant say anything . I can't tell him how much it hurts or I dont want to be alone because I dont think I have the rights for it. He's not my boyfriend, we're just strangers. They think he should cover all the costs but I don't want to be a jerk and just want to get at least half from what I paid. I'm having trouble with money so I need it fast. Im thinking about sending a message but I feel shitty for this. Not to mention im broken now and dont know how can I heal from this, I've been crying all night. The intravaginal ultrasound is really freaking hurts and I got to do everything alone.

This is from the first doctor appointment

This is when we talk about why I want him to come, is the pill gonna work, and how much it costs

This is what I'm about to send to him asking for money.

PS : it's ILLEGAL to do abortion in my country. I dont have bill because I met the guy who sells the pill and everything and pay directly to him. I only have the bill for clinic where I got my examination but I have to secretly pay the doctor too so he won't say anything and just diagnose me having miscarriage. So we only have clinic bills and he already know this.