**Update** Thank you everyone for the amazing reassuring responses. I'm definitely celebrating now and looking forward to the rest of my pregnancy. ❤️😊

Warning vent sesh! My husband and I have been TTC for 8 months. The past two months I was so let down by not being pregnant so I stopped eating completely organic, started drinking coffee and alcohol again, stopped stressing so much, and all my family and friends said it will happen when you stop trying. Well I'm not supposed to start my period for 2 days but I had some suspicious symptoms. Well I just took this test and instead of being beyond excited I couldn't help but cry. Two nights ago I had a girls night out and had way too much to drink. I thought there was no way I could be pregnant because my husband and I missed my ovulation this month due to him being gone for work. That obviously wasn't the case! I am so sick and completely distraught that I drank alcohol... and not a little! We have been praying so hard for this baby and I can't help but feel like the worst woman on earth and like I have ruined everything. Please tell me everything is going to be ok 😭