SORRY FOR THE RANT I AM JUST IN DO MUCH PAIN.. Some things I will never understand.. Some things I will never be able to comprehend... But it's okay... 39 weeks pregnant and I'm moving on. I'm done playing games with my feelings.. I deserve better than to cry at night wondering why I wasn't good enough.. I deserve to be happy.. Even if he would be that happiness... I'll find my prince charming.. I'll have my happily ever after. I deserve it.. My daughter deserves it. I didn't want to be a single mom.. but damn it.. I WILL BE THE BEST MOTHER I CAN BE. I can and will do what's best for her and I..