X Chromosome Inversion

We are pregnant again! And as happy as I want to be, this our 3rd pregnancy. We have 2 babies in heaven. I want to be so excited but due to my X inversion, I am hesitant to be happy. We will know in a couple weeks if the inversion caused development to stop again. I do feel more "in sync" with this pregnancy. I pray so hard that I can be accepting of God's will, whatever it may be. I just want to be excited like almost everyone else is during this time...