I fucked up...

So idk how many of you ladies saw my post last week about my boyfriend calling a break and what not, but I did something that I regret so much right now... and it's killing me. Cuz he found out about it before I could talk to him and now I'm pretty sure he hates me..😔 but this kid has my heart and it's tearing me apart.. I feel so stupid for what I did.. and I told him how much I love him and that I didn't mean for any of this to happen.. I jus wish he'd understand...💔 I'm jus broken now...