Hi everyone. I don't really have anyone to talk to right now so I'm just going to vent here..

I'm really struggling with life right now. Traumatic things from my childhood are affecting me right now more than they ever have and my anxiety is getting worse. On top of that today marks 5 months since I had a miscarriage. I'm very emotional and me and my boyfriend fought before he went to sleep, which was my fault for taking out all my pain on him.

I feel physically sick from my anxiety and I've hardly left my room in a week. It's coming to a point where I don't know if I can cope with it.

I start college in September and I'm terrified, I don't know if I have the ability right now to even be around new people.

My mood swings are heavily affecting my relationship and I genuinely have no idea how to control them. I feel like everything is falling apart.

Sorry for the over dramatic post, I just need to get this stuff off my chest once in a while.