Need Help!!!!

So me and my bf have been together for 7 months and he broke up with me for 2 weeks and Whilst broken up this boy I started to get to know wanted to get close and we were he was the only guy we treated nicely gave me compliment he didn't care about pics and shit like that. But I made the mistake of getting back with my bf and I keep getting honking of I made the wrong decision never take a risk and I feel like things would be better if wasn't with my bf but I feel like all my friends will say I've sued him cause he came over 2 days ago but it just felt different I want feeling anything. WHAT DO I DO ???