Smoking

So I want some advice from moms who smoked marijuana during pregnancy. I used to smoke frequently and stopped cold turkey months before becoming pregnant and haven't smoked since. However I have just started my second trimester and am still losing weight from being so sick. My doctor told me I absolutely have to have gained weight by the time I go back in 3 weeks or she's putting me on food through a tube. I don't want that at all and I'm trying so hard to eat. I know if I were to start smoking again occasionally (like take a couple hits before a meal) I would be able to eat a lot at a time. What do you moms think? Did you smoke during your pregnancy and how did it turn out for you. Please no judging I'm desperate to be able to eat for my baby ):

Also- I know not the smoke whatsoever past like 18-20 weeks, I'm asking for my current situation for the next 3 weeks from 13-16 weeks.

UPDATE- for people telling me it's selfish and pathetic that I can't quit smoking etc. I never said I couldn't quit. I said I quit months before I even became pregnant and haven't smoked since. My question was for moms who have smoked and seen the benefits of their appetite increasing. I'm not asking bc I'm "selfish" and "can't handle the sickness". I'm asking to increase my appetite bc my doctor is worried about my losing weight. Also it is not legal in my state and I can't get edibles usually but I could bake it into food if this is a better alternative. Thanks to everyone who's been nice about your comments and not judged!