I wish I had the guts

I wish I was able to get all my stupid friends in a big fucking group chat and just say "U guys r actually really shitty friends. I do so much for u all and u can't even reciprocate half of what I do/ am willing to do. I make all the plans, I drive u all everywhere, I actually remember and care about what u say, I remember everyones birthdays and none of u can remember mine most years, I always start the conversations, u guys r hypocrites,liars, excuse making idiots and lazy as all fck. We r juniors in high school and some of u still act like ur in middle school and just watch tv all day and never do anything fun without me having to beg u to. When I tried to have a party nobody helped me plan it even though u all said u would, frankly none of u gave a single shit as long as u got a place to party. I let u mother fuckers rant about all ur stupid ass lil problems and when I want to rant u ignore me and get bored AND EVEN IF IM RANTING ABOUT SOMETHING U DO u still don't change it."

Ok I had to say that. Sorry for everyone who is confused asf. This most was more for me and my mental health then anything 😂 I actually feel like imma explode.

Oh and wanna hear something else. U ready? So I PLANNED a day trip to some waterfalls with two of my friends (both can drive). So they pulled excuses to not drive. They told me I had to pick them up st their house instead of them driving to my house and meeting. I was prepared to go 40 minutes out of the regular way to pick me up. Then the night before my friend hanna says she wants to bring her PUPPY. i say no. I am allergic and it's my new car like hell no (i was nice about it ) she get annoyed and persistent. Then the other girl callie says she can (all of a sudden) drive. I'm like sweet. I DRIVE MYSELF TO CALLIES HOUSE (u know, instead of her picking me up like I was going to for them) and we go to pick hanna up. On the way callie is telling me how when hanna was trying to get me to drive with the dog, she was on the phone with callie while she was texting me. Callie said she was pretty fucking annoyed with me cuz I wouldn't do it. SO does this sound like bullshit yet? Hanna gets in the car AND SHE IS STILL ANNOYED. LONG AS STORY SHORT the dog was so fucking annoyed the whole trip (hanna even spilt her drink in Callie's car BC OF THE DOG. glad I didnt fucking drive jesus ok. Btw if u see other posts that sound like mine, with the "annoyed at my friends " and blah blah, well it's probs me. I got like 4 other posts about it going rn