Can't make this s**t up if I wanted to!

I know this is a rant group which means I can get this off my chest and feel less crazy than I do carrying it all around with me, so with that being said...

1. I have a 4 month old who is teething.

2. A fiancé who is out on WC with a back injury waiting for surgery so limited function meaning he is not 100% able to help like her like to.

3. 17 year old daughter who is a senior who I need to make sure has college applications filled out and ready to mail by October, among other senior year/ready-for-college stuff that has to be done. Oh yeah and get her drivers license. Has issues with biological father (ongoing)

4. I have a 10 YO SD that has ADHD and refuses to do what is asked, is constantly lying to both her father and I and yeah there's the attitude.

5. STB father-in-law we just took in because out of 3 other siblings, none of them said they could. He is a recovering alcoholic that was going through withdrawals, severe depression and early dementia. So gotta make sure he eats and takes his meds and takes showers, etc. like another baby.

6. Now I'm in the process of finalizing my annulment from a man I married only to find out afterwards he wants to become a woman.

7. Now in the past week we've had 2 of 3 said siblings of my fiancé try to swindle money from his dad, my 18 YO had a mental breakdown due to anxiety (she also has ADHD) and has been with my brother who got her in to a psychologist a lot sooner where he lives than I could so she's been on a mini vacation, our 10 YO is sick, 3 days later on top of our 4 month old teething shes now sick so runny nose, watery eyes and added bonus of throwing up everything she eats.

8. I have court this week to tell a judge in front of a room of strangers my tale of marrying a man who never told me he wanted to be a woman until after we got married so I can get the annulment and close that s****y chapter of my life and move on and marry my fiancé.

9. Household issues- cleaning, let's just say unless I do it it doesn't get done or done right. I can't expect my fiancé to do much because I do t want to aggravate his issues although he constantly fights me to help. My 18 YO God help her just can't do a kitchen to save her life, lol. Our 10 YO takes forever and sometimes I think it's because she knows I'll tell her to forget and I'll do it to get it done or they won't come out clean. Sweeping the floors and mopping and vacuuming all things to help me keep my sanity until my baby is back home with me from my brothers.

10. I have 3 siblings of which I only talk to one. The other two are cut from the same cloth as the mother I don't communicate with either. Now I just recently found out not only did my father put his name on my sister and her husbands house but BOTH of their vehicles as well. That's not the part that really pisses me off, it's that they brag about their stuff on social media as if it's theirs and give my dad no acknowledgement and to add insult to injury her husband blatantly disrespected my dad when he told him $5,000 was too much for a bulldog that he "needs to get better friends" "I only deal with big money". He treats my dad like he's some ignorant Mexican after all he's done for them and my sister not only allows it but goes along with it?! And I can't do a thing about it because we aren't talking and my dad doesn't know I know.

ALL OF THIS GOING ON AND I CANT SMOKE OR DRINK BECAUSE I QUIT TWO YEARS AGO!!!😩😫

How can I juggles all of these balls and not let one hit the floor? I feel with my 18 YO recent meltdown like I was to blame but the psychologist said it's her coping skills that need to be worked on so then I blamed myself for raising a millennial snowflake who is getting overwhelmed with what she feels is stressful situations (getting your drivers license, researching colleges and applying for them, etc) and here I am losing my hair in gobbs from having the baby and I'm sure the stress of all that's going on. I raised her majority on my own so I did everything for her now she has to start doing for herself and she freaked herself out over it. The psychologist said she has a lot of issues with how her dad hurt her by basically abandoning her so I am trying to figure a way to be there for her when she gets home and manage the rest of my household without drowning. On top of all this, I have ADHD which means all of these worries run around in the craziest labyrinth in my head from sun up to sun down and no I'm not on medication for it.

11. Oh yeah also gotta call social security office on Tuesday because we just found out my soon to be father in law has a credit card that my fiancé sister took out in his name and maxed it out. So gonna have to get that under control on top of his medical situation with his doctor, bank, etc. it's gonna be a fun week. Pray for Houston because no matter what chaos I have going on over here it is nothing compared to those poor people, but if you can spare an extra...pray for me to make it through all of this in one piece. I can't even tell you the last time I did my hair or makeup. Never can because the baby starts fussing and then I have to change her or feed her or I start doing ten other things by the time I'm done and go back to do my hair and makeup I'm already sweaty so I'm like forget it 😒 ugh ok rant over.

Lol this was a gif I saw earlier that sums me up perfectly "When your life's falling apart but you're trying to be positive" 😂🤣👏🏼🙈