Its my bfs birthday. When I asked him to go out with me so we could celebrate he said no and that he didn't want to celebrate. This morning when I wake up I see his story and he's posing with no guys but only girls, like hugging them or having his arm around them, giving each an individual thank you for spending his night with him. I'm really heart broken and feel like crying . I can't believe I was so stupid. I lost my first time to him and I know I'm over reacting but I feel like dying. He was the only one I told all my problems too like having lost my ex bf of 3 years to suicide, being blamed as the cause of the suicide, lost my mum to cancer and I myself also have health issues but he never made me feel better about it just listened. Don't know where to go or what to do or who to even talk to cause I really don't have friends due to my condition.

Thank you girls for taking the time to read or reply. Do you ladies believe that he is looking to get rid of me but just doesn't know how to ease me off?