**This has been by far the hardest week for me. I went from being the happiest mommy 2 be, to the saddest. Went in for my hcg labs on Monday and they were 19.3 nurse said they were low but that I was early, I had to do labs again on Wed, needless to say my levels fell drastically to a 4.9 which meant that I was going thru a miscarriage. Aside from the pain that I am currently in, my heart and soul hurt even more. I'm asking myself all sorts of questions, did I do something wrong. Oh god this is so hard. Sorry ladies, didn't know who to share this with.