Asking myself Why????????

Question

**This has been by far the hardest week for me. I went from being the happiest mommy 2 be, to the saddest. Went in for my hcg labs on Monday and they were 19.3 nurse said they were low but that I was early, I had to do labs again on Wed, needless to say my levels fell drastically to a 4.9 which meant that I was going thru a miscarriage. Aside from the pain that I am currently in, my heart and soul hurt even more. I'm asking myself all sorts of questions, did I do something wrong. Oh god this is so hard. Sorry ladies, didn't know who to share this with.

Answer

I've had 2 miscarriages and can totally relate to how you feel. The first, I didn't find out til my 12 week scan that baby died (they said at around 7 weeks). I had been spotting for a good few days before then. The 2nd time which was 6 months later followed the same pattern, spotting over a few days. Due to me having had a miscarriage already, I had early scans and blood tests which confirmed I was miscarrying again. It wasn't any easier the 2nd time around, although I was better prepared due to how things worked out. I didn't do anything I shouldn't but I couldn't help but feel the same way as u now. You're grieving and all of these feelings are perfectly normal, although I understand they aren't easy. I'm currently pregnant again although I'm not sure how far along I am, because I came off contraception in June and haven't had a period since but I'm guessing about 6 and a half weeks. I have all sorts of emotions and worries going on and I'm just praying this baby sticks. I guess what I'm saying is don't lose hope. Nothing will ever take away what u feel for this one, but it will get easier in time. I'm so sorry for your loss x x x

Asking myself Why????????

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