so its done

we decided it is best to seperate after 5 years of marriage 2 toddlers and one thats gonna be born on friday. is it weird to feel numb inside he literally left out of state about an hour ago. i know its gonna hit hard tomorrow just that we werent even in love anymore and im opposed to being with someone for the kid's sake. am i wrong or is it wrong not not really feel emotion now even though it was mutual? we r planning on getting divorced next year i just feel like after a long time of feeling unhappy i should feel idk maybe like happy when i dnt even tho i dnt wanna be with him anymore 😞