Sex!!

Okay I'm 6 weeks postpartum and I took a mirror down there to take a look (bad idea). I was literally feeling like my vagina was loose and my suspicions were confirmed because I could SEE that my hole is still large and looks very open. Sorry TMI, but I can see inside like never before. I want cry when I think about having sex again because I'm VERY OBVIOUSLY loose. Please help! I don't want to have sex again. I HATE my body now and I'm very insecure