No self esteem 😞

Every time I've tried to be confident about the way I look I always get put down by anyone and everyone . I always put myself down about the way I look because I'm not an attractive person at all and I have a lot of flaws that I always seem to focus on 😓 my first years in high school have been so crappy and in every argument people have brought up my weight I just don't feel good about myself anymore and I can't seem to be happy about the way I look and I don't even have the confidence to post a picture of myself on here as Ik I always look like s**t 😭I'm just sick of myself I've tried every diet and nothing works I just can't loose anymore weight 😞