here we go again

....I'm scared as hell. I just got a couple faint positives today. I don't want to tell my husband yet... does that make me a bad person? We had 3 miscarriages last year and we havent really been trying but not much for preventing. it just hurts him so much each time. I think I'm gonna see my doc and get hcg and progesterone tests (we think low progesterone is my problem) before I tell him... what do u guys think?