my boyfriends cousin who lives with us likes to make jokes about me mostly racial and some others anyways now he jokes about how my baby is going to be malnourished. that shit isnt funny. i eat plenty of food through the day and no junk food although i wish i had chips right now. but just because i am picky he doesnt think i eat.

i hate him talking about the baby like not in a good way. if anything happens to the baby ill never forgive myself im trying my hardest but with him saying these things i get scared like what if im not doing enough