Depressed and Need Support

I got diagnosed with genital herpes two weeks ago. My first outbreak is finally away, but I'm still depressed about it. I think more so because the guy I lost my virginity to was my first love and never told me he has this (we were together for 3 years) Now that I'm seeing a new guy I felt disgusting when I told him. I'm thankful he doesn't mind it, but it's still so depressing to me.

I'm the most innocent girl, 20 years old and only had sex with 2 people my whole life and this HAS to happen to me...WHY :(

Praying for you all, I hope you keep my story and pray for me as well to make me feel better about this new diagnosis.