fear of death

🐵🦉🦖🦊 • SAHM 🧒JEC 5/12/11 🧒CIC 3/20/14 🧒IJC 3/25/16 👼JRC 9/7/17 - 5/31/18

I'm so scared something bad will happen during labor. I'm having my baby tomorrow and I can't stop looking at my 3 other kids without crying. all i can think is, what if I never come home? anyone else felt this way?