I felt control and a desire to try something new?

Soo I have been with my bf for over a year now and I have always been curious about girls....

Me and my bf have been in a very comfortable relationship! So we started to experiment with him more.

While sucking him off I would feel in between his legs, I would lick the balls and suck on them then carry on back up to his dick. Then I would do the same but go for his Gooch.. licking sucking biting why I would toss him off.

Then I started play with his ass, licking it or tickling and teasing with one finger while sucking him off... he would grind against me and thats how I knew he liked it, so I began to finger Him while sucking him off!

He fucking loved it and came instantly😩 💦

Being in control like what instantly made me want to fuck a girl soo much! Just to be in between her legs, pleasing her!😍🔥 the DESIRE 😩💦

I want it soo bad! But I'm in a relationship?

Is this weird of me? Should I look into this more?🤔