Divorce

I don’t know but I have been thinking of getting a divorce since the day we got married. I thought I made a mistake and there are good days don’t get me wrong. But he never comes to see my family and he told me he would go to a Wedding that I was filming and he ended up bailing, as always unless it’s something he want to do, and told me that since he didn’t want to go he would make it up to me by going to my families house tomorrow which made me even more upset that he would consider going to see my family a privilege for me. I’m just very close to the edge and idk if I’m doing something wrong and I tried going to counseling but Idk what to do and I need help or at least some support. Thanks ladies.