taking stuff out my chest.

i got married at 18 divorced at 19 bc my exhusband left me when i was fighting cancer. my health got better graduated high school and college. i got married again at 20 with my now husband and when we were dating his mom said some nasty stuff to me and him. i was living with him at the time. he defended me but i thought at the time i am way to young to be my whole life in this situation he and i talked about it he was really mature and told me he wanted to be with me and he didnt care about his family. i didnt want him to regret it later on in life so i packed my bags and left. we continued to talk i knew i loved him to much to break it off bc of other people. we started going out more his mom never apologized but i let it go. she was very nice so i forgave her with out an apology so i can be at peace with myself. later on his sister in law said some shady sh***. bc i had gone to the doctor and they basically told me i could not have kids on my own. i never will forget how mad and dehumanized i felt. she got pregnant 2 months later and kept rubbing it on my face. my mother in law left to live with my sister in law. (monsters together).my sister in law said i was talking sh*** abt my mother in law and her. obviously they made it up together bc they dont have anything else to do. neither of them work and so i was working and my sister in law broke down on me one day saying she was jeouse if me. one day we were helping them move some furniture in there home. i told her she needed to take care of her family no matter who was in between (mother in law). bc my mother in law talked sh*** about her and i to her friend who are friends with my mom and my mom told me about it. my S.I.L later goes onto telling my M.I.L that i told her to kick her out. i explained to my husband what happened he understood me and told his brother he believed me. i was reliefed and a couple of weeks later my M.I.L calls me to tell me her daughter in law(same sister in law) had kicked her out and told her she didnt want her to see her son(grandchild) the rest of her f****n life. my husband and i took her in now she lives with me and i feel like i dont know if i couldlive with her for long she hasnt said anything to me but she does say shady stuff like ooo im a grand mom and my grandchild is beautiful. does your mom have any grandchildren. or you dont know what being a mother feels like. please comment below sorry needed to take this off my chest. so long i know....