I am 2 weeks post partum.

The first week I would look at my son and bust out crying bc he is so perfect, I'd cry when his dad looks after him because it's so sweet. However I would then start worrying about being a bad mom because he deserves the best. My husband is back at work this week and I cried on and off all day yesterday because I felt lonely and overwhelmed. I also haven't felt a bond with my son because all he does is eat and sleep, when he's awake I let him play and roll around without getting in his way. Also, I try my best not to hold him too much and that works fine because he's not fussy unless he needs food. Does this seem normal?