Just can't wait!

My wife and I decided a little over a year ago that we wanted to have children. She's said from the beginning that she didn't want to carry. Which is okay because I do. So about 6 months ago we started charting my ovulation. Two months ago we bought our first little swimmers. But it didn't happen. We got more last month but my window was missed. So we are going to try in October. By the time my two week wait is up it will be my birthday. I'm hoping that that day will be a great day. I don't look forward to my birthday now because last year her grandfather passed away two days before my birthday and my aunt passed away two days after my birthday. I'm hoping this year will be a great year for my birthday. We've started buying diapers so we can be sort of prepared. They had be do clomid for the first two months but I ended up not creating any cm. So my dr decided to start me on Femara. I've read a lot of good things about people have the clomid and not working then they switch to Femara and got a bfp. I'm hoping this month is our month!! I want to have a baby so bad. I just can't wait!! So please send baby dust our way. :). Fingers crossed!!