Decided to stop bf

So mommies, I'm a momma that after one week, realized just how hard it is to bf. Much harder and I thought it was supposed to come to naturally.

My problem isn't production. I produce enough I think but baby and I are having a hard time latching. I gave into formula bc I didn't have milk stocked and she drank it so quick and then went to sleep like she hadn't done since the couple of days in the hospital.

I hate people saying, go see a consultant. I've seen many. I went yesterday and even broke down in tears bc baby was having a hard time and she was frustrate. And my consultant was even having a hard time getting her to latch. Not only that I'm in pain. Yeah I signed up for pregnancy. It's all painful but now Im sore on one side. The one we've had problems with. Will pumping just to relieve pain work? Should I pump milk and give formula and slowly dry up?

It's been one week today since baby been born. I hate to be so judged and people saying oh you can do it. I have a higher risk of ppd bc of chronic depression and THIS is stressing me it and all I do is cry when I see her crying for food and I get anxiety at night bc I know it's the worse then. I know having a nb equals no sleep. I know that! But I didn't expect the huge frustration and emotional setback I'm having from it. I love my baby so much. I would love to give her my milk. I even took a photo of her and me bf last night bc I feel like it's the last time.

What are your suggestions?

Can you both do breastmilk and formula? Does that hurt their belly? My main fear is her taking the formula badly. She does well on my milk. She's only taken formula twice and I can't tell much of a difference. But I would feel so much guilt if it does.