Super emotional

My sister in law had her beautiful baby today. It was such a happy day, yet, I keep finding myself breaking down in tears because I want this o so badly. It doesn't help that I'm probably already emotional because I'm on Clomid. I'm having these cramps like I'm about to start but I'm in my fertile week. Is this the meds or am I crazy?? Someone talk some sense into me please. I'm losing it over here.