So last night, my boyfriend and I decided it was time to try to have anal. I was a little nervous to try it because in the past we have tired and it hurt like a bitch. So as we were trying it, I laid on my right side and we used some lube (hoping it would be less painful) After he put the tip in, it felt really painful and he could tell it hurt so he was about to pull out and I said "No don't pull out baby, just hold my hand and just stay still until I relax a bit" and so that's what we did. He held my hand and I brushed my hair and kissed me until I was comfortable. Then we preceeded until we decided to move into what we are referring to as "Anal Missionary" and he again waited until I was comfortable. Then when I said it was okay, he started to go at it. After around 5 mintues of this, he stopped and asked me if it was alright if he came in my butt and I was all for it. Being able to watch him moan and knowing he was feeling pleasure made me feel amazing. After he came, he stayed in for a bit longer and kissed me for the longest time. It was amazing. After the pain subsided and I felt comfortable and I tried to ignore the fact that I felt like I had to shit the ent

irety of it, it was actually pretty good 😂😂 I just cannot get over how sweet my boyfriend was during it and how he held my hand the whole time. Later on, he thanked me nonstop for trusting him and allowing him to have anal and come. He said he loves me with all his heart because he knows that no matter what becomes of us, we will always have each other's back ❤❤