Scared but happy

Siru • Married. 3 cats. Depression and Mild agoraphobia. Lost a daughter and son due to pregnancy complications. Life keeps going 💔❤️

I'm so so glad to have just found out that I'm pregnant. But I still have the jitters. I still can't help but feel like what if. I still have so much hope every morning taking a cheapie test (I use clinical guard and have like 30 left) I take one every time I feel like my pee is a bit concentrated. Just to make sure the line is darkening. I feel helpless. None less so excited to see this baby if I reach 8 weeks. Anyway one day at time <3