It was my birthday yesterday, it started off great! Birthday cuddles from my son, then open my present from him, took him to school then had to open my presents from my fiancé - these were amazing.

In the evening we went out for a meal (child free thanks to my future mother in law!) and had a lovely time.

I tried my best to be happy, but because my auntie has been ill for the last 3 months (her cancer came back after being in remission for nearly 10 years!) I couldn't help but worry about her while I was out.

I got a phone call from my mum this morning saying that my auntie had passed away at 4pm on my birthday, but her, and my two uncles didn't want to ring me because it was my birthday.

I'm absolutely heartbroken. I just feel so numb