My boyfriend & i were together for a year and seven months. he broke up with me because my anger & i was controlling he told me he was never coming back i was extremely depressed for months after four months i was STARTING to get better i stopped texting him everyday & i was slowly feeling better, then he randomly started coming around again and we were slowly working on things and i smoked some weed one night and it caused him to stopped coming around. i am completely shattered & have to start completely over with getting over him. when he started coming around he slept in my bed with me for three nights straight, & i was so happy when he was around my depression instantly went away, and now that he is not around anymore he told me he doesn't want to be in a relationship and that he doesn't want to be with me and said he wasn't coming back again and i'm a wreck about it my doctor pht me on antidepressants today & im hoping they work. i love him with my entire heart and i'd do anything on this earth for him & im not exactly sure what to do to make him want to be with me again. everyone keep saying leave him alone and he will miss you, and all that well it's hard to stop texting someone u are used to talking to everyday and others say if his love is true he will be back well i truly hope because i'm hurting so bad and i don't know what else to do. Can someone please help me out with some good advice???? please no judging.