Ok I’m just going to tell this little story I feel I just need to get out one more time. So I’ve been with my boyfriend a year and almost 10 months. We had a couple of bumps and incidents throughout that time period but we was still going and we recently had a big life changing moment , something I don’t even want to recall because it was a sad moment for me but time went by and I was relaxed which I haven’t been in some months and we ended up getting into it and then it passed as usual and we was ok until I checked his phone one night and I just wanted clarity out of boredom and I found out he had been talking to a girl from the past and it wasn’t a regular conversation it was a ‘I miss you type conversation’ and after reading the conversation it’s like my whole heart dropped. I was in the stage of where I thought my boyfriend was the best thing that ever happened to me and when I read that I just broke it was like a whole part of me died inside but he apologized and I felt like it was sincere so I forgave him but in the back of my head it’s still there and I don’t think I will ever forget that because it was literally the worst thing someone has ever did to me but I just feel empty now and I just needed to get that out one good time so thanks for reading 💛