UGHH - vent sesh.

So, let me start out by saying my daughter is 2 months. We are ebf but my SO gets upset when I feed our baby in front of people when we have guests over. My mom and grandmother also think I just can't pull a boob out and feed her and I'm so over it. It's not like people can see my whole titty I usually cover up pretty well but I get so discouraged when my FAMILY thinks I should cover up. The thought of giving up breast feeding has crossed my mind bc of this. I was honestly shy and would go into a different room at first but I miss out on so much :/ I don't even leave the house barely bc I'm afraid she's gonna get hungry and I don't want people feeling awkward. But this also upsets me because I'm almost 20 and people around my age have this dumb ass shit called a "sinsta" (instagram account where they post drugs, nudes, underage drinking, etc) and my SO thinks it's okay for his friends to bring over chicks who post their fucking tits on social media all day but I can't feed my own child??! Like what the hell.. we talked about it and he said "he just holds me to a higher standard than them bc he knows they don't respect them selves" but feeding our daughter has nothing to do with respecting myself in my opinion. If she's hungry I'm GOING to feed her no questions asked.

THIS WAS REALLY LONG. SORRY I JUST NEEDED TO VENT. Thank you for reading if anyone read the whole thing. Would really appreaciate some encouraging words )