I’m so sad 😩

I was so so thrilled, I took 3 pregnancy test yesterday, all positive but very very faint. I have 5 days before my period I’m 7DPO and I took a test this morning and boom. Negative. I’m absolutely crushed and I have lost all hope of ttc. It’s too much to handle. I guess I wanted it so bad I mentally gave myself all the symptoms. Sore boobs, darkened nipples, the spots you get on your areoles, nauseous, even vomiting, headaches, discharge so bad it woke me up from a nap bc I thought I started my period. My body just loves playing tricks on me.