I don't know 🤷🏻‍♀️! Oops..Now we are Engaged!*there's a fight.

It's a bit long lol sorry!Happened in 2014

So I been knowing my best friend Johnny since we were in Pre-k. And I've always felt a spark everytime I see him. We graduated from the same highschool and we were attending the same college. I was going to confront my feelings towards him after my birthday lunch but he told me he's been talking to someone which broke a very small piece of me. Fast forward 7 months. He had a girlfriend now which is hard to accept . I talk to her but it's a hi and bye thing. We recently went to a college party where he got really messed up and his girlfriend was passed out so I took care of him when I dropped him off to his apartment he began telling me how much he loved me and how he misses me, he doesn't love his girlfriend he's only with her because he wants to forget his feelings towards me. He said he never asked me out because he felt that he would get rejected. I told him to shut up he's crazy talking but all I could hear was my heart beating super fast. I took him to his bedroom and tried putting him to sleep. I had made some tea for him and when I gave it to him he leaned in but I rejected the kiss he asked me why and I told him he has a girlfriend. I told him get some sleep and I then left. The next week after he invited me to the movies as a way of thanking me and I accepted his request.. his girlfriend was there lol we bought the tickets everything was going great until he said he was heading to the restroom. I got one dirty ass look from his girl.

I asked her if there was a problem and she said she knows what happened after the party and that I should stop acting so innocent she knows I'm going after her man.. I should be ashamed of getting between a relationship. I didn't say anything to her because I wanted to hear how she felt about me she went off calling me a whore, slut , man stealer..She had me blushing lmao I left her ass I went to go get some popcorn.

We finished watching the movie and I had gone to the restroom.. I came outside and they left..so I Bus'd it home. I asked him what happened he said Miranda told him I had said it was okay to leave 😂 when I did no such thing! I didn't want to be no snitch and I let that shit go. I made up a small lie and told him i was called in for work and he responded with I could have dropped you off. This boy would seriously do anything for me. So his birthday was coming up and I invited him to go eat at BJs. We were eating laughing and suddenly he was very quiet for a while .. he proceeded to ask me the question if I ever liked him I was a bit confused on why he would be asking that

I said this isn't the time for it and he's like I need to know. I said why. He responded with I've always like you. You and me click we always have a great time, we are both majoring in Nursing, we both like similar stuff he said I'm very unique from any girl he's talked to...I smiled and said thanks. It was very awkward for me and I came out clean I said yes I had liked you in 6th grade all the way to the end senior year. I told him after he ended up with Miranda I had to forget about it and respect it I told him you're my best friend I will always love you but I will never get in between his relationship because girls will think different. That's when he told me they had broken up he said he will not allow his girlfriend to disrespect me like that...biiiitch all of my emotions went rushing through out my body i just wanted to

But I told him no. I feel he shouldn't of done that I now look like the bad person. But I mean I guess. He dropped me off home and kissed me on my forehead but it didn't feel right. We were invited to another college party and bam Miranda was there I can see her bad eyeing me from the couch lol her friends would pass by and bump into me on "accident" I didn't let it get to me and I went outside by the pool johnny was with me which I guess made her even more mad, the party was boring so I decided to leave the party as I was walking out the gate I felt a cold drink getting poured over my head ,hair yanked and nails getting clawed into my face. With no hesitation I began swinging I felt two girls on me, one was for sure Miranda and I didn't know her friend but I beat they asses. She insulted after the fight I said it's not my fault your ex wants me I was pissed so I just saying some dumb shit

Johnny came in breaking the fight and we left I was so mad I began to cry she was lucky that they had stopped the fight. He said he was sorry for what they did. I didn't want to speak to him and I left... we didn't talk for months and one Sunday morning I heard noise come out from my window and I see johnny singing with a mariachi band and holding roses I came downstairs looking like shit and asked me to be his girl ..I said yes .. 🤷🏻‍♀️😭😂

2017 we are now engaged getting married in April🌸 Nurses soon to be Husband and Wife #SorryMirandaHeLovedAMireya