After birth

So I was in the shower scrubbing my "down under" and i felt something down there.

Mind you, I just had my second son who is now 3 months old

So I get out the the shower and use a mirror to check it out turns out I have a pimple.

Well my little mirror moved up a bit and I saw my Vagina and I'm telling you, it looks like an open paperback. I saw it and flinched a little.

After the initial shock, I was like omg is that what it looks like ?!?!! How does my husband find this attractive?! 😖

I know this is TMI and I know my body will heal more and more but man, id never seen the aftermath from my first boy so I was just shocked.

Wait to had kids until you are mentally, physically and emotionally prepared. Also be 379.25% sure that you're ready for parenting, pregnancy, birth, and all that it does to your body.

It's very hard sometimes. There are times when I get so frustrated, even though I love them to pieces. The joy they give me really is worth it. My 2 year old is just learning to say full sentences and today he hugged me and said "oh mommy, I love you mommy" then he proceeded to tickle me and squish me lol

To make up for this somewhat gross topic I'll post picture of my adorable kids