Should I test?

I'm 4 days late should I test I'm so nervous just thinking about it

So many negative thoughts

I don't feel pregnant my breast feel firm and sore I don't have any morning sickness signs which my last pregnancy that was all I was feeling 24/7

Anyways is it too early I had my hopes up so many times before and been trying for a while now

I even had a positive before and then got my period what a bummer that was

I'm just feeling like it won't happen for me anymore