Just reaching out for some reassurance that I'm not going crazy. I lost my first baby in August, at only 5.5 weeks, but it was devastating. I had hoped and prayed for and wanted this baby for a year. Every day I carried that baby I was joyful and thankful, every moment. The other day I was telling my hubbie that I think about it every day (several times a day). What I didn't say is that every day I feel my empty womb and grieve. I can't feel any other way, this was supposed to be my first baby and it's so freaking unfair. He said he only thinks of it all every now and then and it doesn't affect him like it used to.

My heart felt so heavy when he said that. I'm left feeling sad every day in a continuous way. I suppose as women because we carry that life in our belly, we feel the loss for longer and in a different way to them 😢 I lost my grandfather a month before my MC so it could be the grief compounded. Has anyone got advice or thoughts on this?