Having a hard time coping

I am having the hardest time coping with the fact that I haven't gotten pregnant. I have been with my husband for 6 years now and I have watched everyone I know just about have kid #1, #2 and some #3. I have tried EVERYTHING it seems like. I have been tested (nothing wrong) my husband has been tested (nothing wrong). I have changed my diet; given up all junk food, dairy, gluten, even all organic and local. I have taken supplements. I've lost weight and I've gained weight... ive tracked ovulation through temp and the pee sticks.. I have tried yoga. and getting drunk and even not trying for a baby and just living my life. IVF and fertility doctors are crazy expensive and I could afford it but with some serious buckling down. and my husband isn't ready for that. so to me the next choice would be adoption, but yet again my husband says no.. we are to young to think about that option yet. before you all start bashing my husband he wabts a kid just as badly as i do, but he grew up in a family that doesnt really believe in IVF amd oitside help to have a baby. a baby is a gift from god and comes at the right moment. i can tell you how many times ive heard condescending jokes about science lab babies. lets just say they wont know if jon and i ever go throigh IVF...so for him its hard to get on board with all of it. but slowly he is.. i just dont know how much longer i am willing to wait I need to find a way to get pregnant.to have a baby. I can't be around people with kids.. I want to scream every time I see a baby on social media... I seriously am depressed and don't know how to cope... all I want is a family. if one more person tells me just relax itll happen my next ppst may be from jail.