So .. I’m afraid to post this because of hate but I’m going to anyways I really need to get this off my chest and idk who to turn to

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So I just turned 16 this September , back in April I found out I was pregnant . I never told my parents I was having sex , I always tried to be as cautious as possible . I wasn’t ready to be a mom at the time but when I found out I wasn’t afraid . I was happy . I talked to my boyfriend about it for a long time , I don’t believe in abortions so for me that wasn’t an option and after everything we decided it would be best to keep the baby . And still we never told my mom , I kept making excuses not to because I was scared of what she would say .

When I was going into my 7th week , my boyfriend and I decided to tell my mom that week , and I ended up miscarrying the next morning .

I still don’t know how to feel . All I do is cry .

Idk if I’m sad , or depressed or angry or what but I know it physically hurts me