Rant!!!!!

I just need to rant! I know I asked for this baby but I didn't expect it to be like this. My first pregnancy with my daughter was bad but I was hoping this would be easier. Everyone kept saying "oh your second baby is easier". I've been constipated for two weeks and nothing is working not laxatives not stool softeners not juice not anything... I'm always in pain because whenever I eat it hurts even if I only eat a tiny bit and whenever I don't eat I'm nauseous. Then regardless of eating I'm still nauseous and gagging all day.... some days feel like I can barely move all I feel is pain and discomfort. All this extra salvation makes me feel sick and nasty. I feel so drained and so stuck. I feel like I'm not pretty at all because I don't even have the energy to do my hair and my face is breaking out. I feel like no one but my other friend understands because she's feeling the same... my boyfriend doesn't understand he feels like if he can't make me feel better than he can't help and some days he'll rub my stomach and say it'll be okay but some he'll just stay on his phone playing his game while I'm in pain..... He feels like I should just push through it. N that's just it I feel like I can't push through it. I went from doing everything just fine to feeling like I can barely move... I just feel really overwhelmed and I wasn't expecting this I'm still early in this pregnancy and I just feel so over it....... It makes me really sad.