I miss smoking weed

I was nervous about posting this because some people are very judgmental on here but here it goes.

Before I got pregnant I was a very active marijuana smoker. The day I found out I was pregnant I immediately quit and let me tell you I miss it so much 😭 it's the only thing that helps with my anxiety and depression no my favorite way to relax. I'm almost in my second trimester and I just honestly didn't think I would miss it so much.

This pregnancy was planned and I knew I would quit smoking as soon as I got pregnant but I just didn't realize how hard it would be to stop. It's what's best for my baby so I know I won't smoke again until after I give birth, just needed a place to vent about this..