scared for the baby

September

so im 18+2 with my first baby and i havent been checked since 9weeks which was the first and last time ever being checked. still waiting on insurance. anyways people keep telling me i should be feeling the baby and i dont. i think i felt it like 3 times but that couldve been gas. im scared that something is wrong. The only thing i feel okay about is that i haven't bled. i just want everything to be okay