not giving up, tricking my body?

Madeline

okay rant...I so i had a MC in April and had a chemical this past cycle. I am currently about 8-9 days past ovulation. I'm not exactly sure because I have just kind of sunken into the "if it's supposed to happen it will happen" and just not think about it but how can you not think about it?? I'm trying to keep my stress a minimal but I'm a CNA so the job is hard. anyway, Idk I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else has just kind of tried but not at the same time? we BD every other day in my ovulation qindkw, and I feel tightness like i usually do. I'm still 5 days away from my period but I'm trying not to think about it but it's so hard. ugh..