endometriosis

Im 19 and I have endometriosis. I was diagnosed in July just before my birthday. In December of 2016, I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks. I knew about my baby for one whole week before losing it. I was devastated. My boyfriend and I have been trying for a little over a year now and still haven't had luck since December. Just recently I thought I was pregnant because I had no period symptoms like I normally do(painful cramps before bleeding, acne, sore breasts) but the test came back negative but I still haven't started my period yet either. I'm not getting my hopes up again though it hurts me every month I start my period. Sometimes I wanna stop trying for a baby. I didn't know it could be so hard to conceive.. 😞