My SO and I have been having unprotected sex for 4 years, if it happens it happens kind of people. Then for over a year we have been trying nonstop.

This was the first time I ever got a positive result. Having a MC or a CP never even crossed my mind. Until it happened.

I'm hurt inside. I cry almost everyday. And sure we are still trying but it scares me to try again. I'm not sure I could keep going through this feeling.

Worst part of it all?! I had a dream the night before t was going to happen and I told my self no, it won't and then it did.... tore me up.